Well, it's really fucking cold here. Like super cold.
I'm sick of dealing with my grouchy dad, who jumps to conclusions and takes everything so gods damn fucking personally. I don't want to deal with it. He wants me to make money off of my NaNo novel. While, I do plan to publish it, by the time I write "THE END" the novel will be FAAAAR from ready for publishing and I'm not going to self-publish either. He just doesn't understand that.
My mom is leaving for CA to help my fucking little sister move back to WA. Oh, yeah, and my sister her hubby and their kid are staying here for 2-3 weeks. I don't want to deal with my fucking sister! I really really don't! I don't understand why SHE has to come back here!? I literally had no where else to do. She has an apartment where they can live and a fucking job BEFORE THEY MOVE!!! That's what my dad did. We had a house and he had a job. Yeah, he had to go down and work in CA for a bit when we first moved, but soon he was working full time in WA. To me, it seems that they just woke up one day and was like "We hate CA! Let's go back to WA!" and my sister said that they can go back to with her parents. WTF!?
And I'm reduced to little Miss Cinderella. Always doing whatever my parents tell me to do. Because I hate getting yelled at and my sister is just not gonna do a damn fucking thing! Just like it was five years ago.
I don't even feel like writing today. Right now, I really don't care if I finish NaNo or not. I mean, fuck NaNo!
I just want to curl up with my nook and read. Forget about this stupid fucking place.
I'm so lonely, I don't have my friends and I don't know anyone here anymore. All my friends from high school have moved on. I'm scared about starting school, I'm scared about getting out of the Navy. And I just don't want to DEAL with my fucking sister and her fucking family. I don't want it, I don't need it. I just hope they get out of the house really quickly.
I'll probably write more for NaNo tonight, but I just don't have to heart to write right now.
And on top of my offline life issues, fucking international NaruSaku fans are making the rest of the International Naruto fans look bad!
Thanks fucksticks! You're pairing didn't get canon? BIG FUCKING DEAL! Zutara didn't get canon and you don't hear about Zutarains harassing Bryke or saying they want to kill them and that ATLA should be banned! NOOOOOOO!!!!!! We calmly licked out wounds, and, once the sorrow wore off, enjoyed our fanfiction and fanart. Our Zutara ending, that I'm sure you've probably heard about, yeah, that's still in the works.
And, speaking as a Zutara fan, I may loath
Kataang, but after rewatching the series again, the Kataang ending... wasn't as bad as it was the first time. I still think Zutara should've been canon, I still feel that there is no romantic development for Kataang on Katara's part; but rewatching the series made me love it even more! Made me remember all my favorite characters, the laughter and tears I shared with them. And once Naruto is all released in the US, I'm gonna reread it and remember all the laughter and tears I shared with my favorite characters. How I mourned with Team 10 when they lost Asuma, how it broke my heart that they had to fight Asuma-zombie. How I wanted to hug Hinata and say "it's okay! Be strong! For Naruto! For Neji!" (Still don't like Neji but I felt bad for Hinata.)
Sign me up for Madara's Tsuki no Me plan! I rather be in a genjutsu utopia than having to deal with the horribleness of this reality.
I mean, is it really so bad? We only think it's bad because we've been drilled into believing having free will is the right way.